Thinking about how my ego fantasies take me away from this reality. Being present, facing the moments that I feel uncomfortable in, and living through them allows me to grow. I'm trying to get comfortable with change and more familiar with friending myself.
I am mostly in the state of calm and clarity today. I’m trying to avoid feeling frantic and desperate about work and finding a different way to make money professionally. I believe it’s possible but then I worry about the logistics. Somehow I know it will happen.
I trust I will step into a new phase sooner than later, and it will feel inspired in the work I am doing. I can bridge that gap to the new phase, and offer myself compassion as a traverse this river of change. I’ve always had the pioneer spirit as I wander off into the unknown.